Happy Birthday!
Today is our special day....our birthday! Happy Birthday Matthew. I miss you and love you!!
Love Always, Jan
HAPPY THANKSGIVING 2010
Happy Thanksgiving Matthew. I'm thinking of you.....missing you....and still loving you baby with all my heart.
IT'S BEEN 4 MONTHS TODAY
Wish heaven had a phone so I could hear your voice...I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, and days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories and a picture in a frame. Your memory is...a keepsake from which I'll never part. God has you in his arms...I have you in my heart!!!! I love and miss you Matthew...December 16, 2009
HAPPY EASTER MY DARLING MATTHEW
There's a special Angel in Heaven,
that is a part of me.
It is not where I wanted him,
but where God wanted him to be.
He was here but just a moment,
like a night time shooting star.
And though he is in heaven,
he isn't very far.
He touched the heart of many,
like only an Angel can do.
I would of liked to held him every minute,
if the end I only knew.
So I send this special message,
to the Heaven up above
Please take care of my Angel,
and send him all my love.
I love and miss you,
Your wife.....Jan
MARCH 26, 2010
TODAY IS THE DAY YOU AND I WERE SUPPOSE TO MEET IN CANADA......WE WERE GOING TO SPEND 17 GLORIUS DAYS TOGETHER. MATTHEW I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. BABY, ONE DAY WE WILL MEET AND YOU WON'T BE IN PAIN WHEN WE DO. ALL MY LOVE, YOUR WIFE.....JAN
I MISS YOU BABY
I remember you as I pray at night
You are always in my heart just
gone from my sight
Oh so many nights how I've cried
If love alone could have saved you,
You never would have died.
Sadly missed by your wife and family
I MISS YOU BABY
God saw you getting tired and a
cure was not meant to be.
So He put His arms around you and
Whispered "Come to Me"
With tearful eyes we watched you
As we saw you pass away
Although we loved you deeply
We could not make you stay
Your wonderful loving heart
stopped beating
Hard working, strong hands at rest
God broke our hearts to prove to us
He only takes the Best.
I love and miss you very much
Your loving wife.....forever, Jan
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING MATTHEW
I didn't get a chance to say goodbye,
to tell you that I loved you,
what now must be one long,
unbroken cry of pain,
now that you've gone away.
I wish I could of been with you when you
Perhaps aware, perhaps not, turned towards death
To share your fear, your hand, your one last breath.
I wish....I wish....I wish.....but it is done,
And now I must surrender what is gone.
And so goodbye does not mean you are gone:
So long as I still love you, you live on.
Today, January 30th ~ Our Special Day, Our Birthday....I love you Baby.
IF ONLY FOR A MOMENT
If Only For A Moment
We Could Put Down This Heavy Load
If Only For A Moment
We Could Stop The Tears That Flow
We Could Let You Know
If Only For A Moment
All Things Left Untold
If Only For A Moment
Life Was Put On Hold
For Just That Moment Would Mean
We didn't have to let you go
We Love You And Miss You So
Much With Each Passing Day
But Each Day Brings Us
Closer To You
Til We Meet Again In Heaven
You Are Loved and
Missed So Much
Jan
TWO HEARTS, ONE LOVE
I miss your kind words,thoughtfullness and gentleness.
I miss your emails, chats, and lectures.
I miss the things I use to share with you.
I miss the time, now filled with emptiness,
When each day was a stage for something new.
I miss your love, though mine for you remains,
All these I miss, and yet they are all here
Within my heart, far more than I can bear.

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